Caught in The Middle

Smiling faces, debased respect

Swagging around, sussing out luminaries

Swirling wine, shaking glasses

Shrieking with laughter, inside detest

Among the crowd of imposters

There may be a soul

Bellowing in pain

But inside the heart

She can’t wear this mask

To contrive her task

She wanted to shine like a star

With her guitar

Prepared with her codes

And ready to be a rockstar

But all her preparations

Got wasted away

Because the chords were different 

And she lost away

She used to play the rhythm

They wanted to play with her

She believed in absolutism

They believe in carnalism

Should she pave the way

Or get lost away

She thought a little

Before moving away

She had to decide between her dreams and her dignity

In any case

She was the loser

And those felons would win away

She could cherish her dreams

With body without soul

But she decided to live

With half the soul

She left the place

She left her guitar

She started running back

But couldn't reach the past

She was caught in the middle

And craving for a start

Among all the thwarts

And then people say

Women is weak

They are worry-wart

Unsaid Words...

Some Unsaid Words
 Remain tangled within your heart

You weep, you cry
An then state of numb
Those words remain in your heart

You laugh with them
You are sad in their gloom
Those word acts behind the talks

The think of separation
Stir your emotions
Those word then scream
But inside your heart

You can do nothing
But you want to do anything
When things are not in your hands
Some word remains unsaid...

I Met Him Today

As I was lying on bed

Thinking about the journey of the day

While window was a little open

And cool breeze tickled my face

I blinked my eyes

As I was playing with the wind

Smiled while telling stories to her

I told the wind I met him today

She hugged me tight

And I shrunk

Smiled a little broader

And lost in him

I closed my eyes

With broaden lips

Slideshow started

In background, “You took my heart away”

I got up

Climbed to the window

I gushed to the wind

As she was the only one

To who I could tell

How I feel

Who played with me like a friend

I then turned on the music

And we both danced

I don’t know when

I lied on bed

When my eyes opened

I was still smiling

Cool breeze was gone

And left sunshine for me

Waiting For You

So much to accomplish

Long way to achieve

Still I am here

Waiting for you

So many dreams

State of dwam

Still doing nothing

Waiting for you

I thought of the day

You and me

Clutching tightly

Waiting for you

Here I am

Where are you

Sinking in gloom

Waiting for you

I wish you to come,

 Before I sleep

I want to walk with you,

 Before I am gone

I want to kiss through my lips,

 Before it dries

I am waiting for you

I am waiting for you

All I Have is Few Coins in My Pocket

The all I have is few coins in my Pocket…

A little word in my mind…

Smile on my face…

Carrying in hands, the things I have mined…

Among the thrivalists and orators

I have to pave my way

I have to reach there

By filtering the whey

The little word echoes in my mind

“Trust” you my kid, she said with smile

The way is not easy

The travel is big, not a mile

With extinction of bleeding hearts

In noise of bafflegab

Among crowd of bigfeet

I am not sure, where to tap

Fears arise, but I try

They reject, but I smile

She trusts me, I make myself remember

When I thought to quit for a while

I quell the dejection

Reach the perfection

But can’t make selection

Because, they want scratch and kind

And, All I have is few coins in my pocket

In my hands, the things I have mined…

Before We Wind Down...

Few things in mind
Couple of memories in eyes
Some noises around

Pictures flashed in front 
Voices cuddled the ears
Dryness locked the lips 

Eyes blinked while touching the lower eye lashes 
Head tilted backwards 
Sigh and become restless

Wants to run in the past
Wants to alter the things for better there
Feeling helpless and sad
Wants to forget everything 
Ignoring and laughing 
Doing things with no meanings
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We let go things like sand from hand
We cry when it's all gone

We cry for the past 
And same happens again
It's again and again 

Life needs stability at some point of time
And we let go these thoughts as well
Coz we don't have time

Still during journey of life, 
We often think and forget the things left behind 

Sorrow in heart and guilt in mind
We walk in search of Divine 

If we learn from mistakes 
Life brings fruits
Otherwise we sink in past and road becomes blind

Confront the mistakes and misunderstanding to all before we wind
Coz we never know when life shows us the End Sign!!

And This is How I Love You....

I may be the person, who acts crazy all the time and confused about almost everything,,,                                  

                            But, I am always sure about you......

I may be the person, who always want her say on others and at-times on you as well,,,                                                         

                          But, I listen your each and every word....

I may be the person, who always try to dominate others and at-times you also,,,                                                       

                         But, I love when you dominate me......

I may be the person, who always do whatever is on my mind,,,          

                        But, I always try to do things, the way you want                           it happened to be.....

I may be the person who irritates you all the time,,,            

                       But, that times, I am just enjoying the privilege                             of you being mine....

I may be the person who always talk about my fear of loosing you,,,                       But, deep inside I know,our relation is                                         destined.....